| Wow |
[Saturday
August 12th,2006
12:14 pm] |
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Summer has been going by really really fast. It seems like a life time since I was a Junior. Now in one week... I will be a Senior. The top of the chain. I thought I knew what I wanted to do afer High school, but now I don't. I am confused. But I love how the time has flown. I have a job now. Woot! Working girl now! It is pretty exciting. I love it... honestly. But at the asme time.. I hate it. It is just confusing. I have friends there. I know people there who want to find another job and it makes me sad to see them leaving. They were the first people that befriended me and taught me the way around the concessions... or in Wes's case... Ushering. lol. It is just fun all together. Soooo back to school. I am excited to see it come back soon. Because then soon.. I can be out "back" into the real world. I am dependant now... and it kind of scares my mom. Heck.. It scares me also. But ohh wellll... I think that is it... for now. lol. See ya.
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| Wow!! |
[Saturday
August 12th,2006
12:08 pm] |
All I want to say is, is this true?
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| Wow.. |
[Saturday
June 10th,2006
10:27 am] |
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I always somewhat thought I was overly happy with the way things were going. I honestly was not. My life has seemed to go down this drain one mistake after another. I am not saying the bapisism was a mistake. I am just saying that I have made mistakes (besides that one) and it is horrible. I realized that without this one boy, I am truly happy. I do not seem like I am sad anymore. Just happy that I got my sense back in me and able to live now without him. I have not talked to him in about a week. And the whole time I have been living life and having fun. I was not thinking about him. I was too busy having fun and just "letting go" as some people like to call it. I am happier now and I am better for it. =D
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| yeah |
[Sunday
March 12th,2006
2:00 pm] |
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So basically nothing is going on and I am just being bored out of my mind. It is funny how everything can go down into the drain on friendships. Oh well. I got my liscense and now just basically drive myself around now.
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| Wow |
[Thursday
November 24th,2005
10:42 am] |
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Wow, it has been awhile since I have done one of these. Since September 21st. Well, a lot has changed since than, believe it or not. I got my hair cut so it looks mighty cute according to everyone. I have no clue whats going on between me and this one friend, but I am not stressing out over it. Even though we have been friends for almost three years, I don't really care what happens now. I just miss my AAR CD a lot. Like, I really wish I was kidding, but I am not. Hmm... Lets see here. I have no other thing to say besides I am still fighting with my mom's mom. It is pretty funny if you think about it. haha. Anyways, I believe that is it.
OH YEAH! I can't stick out my tongue because the side of my face still hurts. And than, yesterday I yelled at some stupid frosh. *coughrachelscoughsistercough*
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| Woot |
[Wednesday
September 21st,2005
4:42 pm] |
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So I guess Nothing has been going right. Everything is going wrong. I found one part of my family hates me because I'm as rude as ever by not saying Hi to my STEP grandpa. Which is a guy I totally despise. I don't even think I can get more higher than that. It's really messed up so I decided, I am not going to go to anything hoilday style or anything at all. All I am going to do, is write a letter about how I was unjustly rude and that I am sorry. Nothing else than that. I don't care if it sounds rude. Okay, Maybe I do care, but it is pretty messed up I get bitched at because I do not say hi to someone and I don't hear anything they say because they mumble. I am sorry, but I was TIRED and JUST woke up when they came over. So whatever. I give up. And I am reopening my pathways of communication with my brother.
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| Funny |
[Monday
September 19th,2005
6:33 pm] |
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So today I called myself Blonde. And guess what I get? No, you aren't blonde. You have black hair.
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[Sunday
September 18th,2005
8:14 pm] |
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Life is great. Well, right now it is. School is fun and I've been having the time of my life.
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[Tuesday
September 6th,2005
6:29 pm] |
Just one thing to say...
My life isn't hell anymore =D
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| YEAH! |
[Tuesday
August 23rd,2005
8:01 pm] |
First day of school... Guess what I did?
Convo with myself...
My Mind: So Becky!!! What did you do on your first day of school?
Me: No, you should guess it!?
My Mind: Just tell me.
Me: Why should I?
My Mind: Just tell me, okay?
Me: OKAY! I punched a brick wall! And kicked it!
My Mind: You dummy, You could've hurt yourself.
Me: Don't worry. I bruised my Knuckle.
There you guys. Now you can't yell at me. *sticks out tongue* Something else happened but I'm not going into that! School is awesome now.
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| DUDE |
[Wednesday
August 10th,2005
8:57 pm] |
Today Rachel and I acted like such little kids that I loved it. How many times do you fight like when your a little kid? Rachel and I did that. It was fun. We "sumo-wrestled" but I ended up laughing really hard. We chased each other around. The only thing that I really really really hate. Are Boobs. They get in the way cuz of it.
Weird. I know.
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| TONIGHT! |
[Monday
August 8th,2005
12:48 am] |
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Tonight was pretty awesome. I went to the drive in with my cousin and uncle and the lightening was going on during the movie. I was very interested in how it looked! I wish I had an actual camera to show you guys it. It was so cool. I loved it. And now I am home. WIDE AWAKE!!!! Lol.
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| quiz from sephy bond |
[Saturday
August 6th,2005
9:53 pm] |
 | You scored as Albus Dumbledore. Strong and powerful you admirably defend your world and your charges against those who would seek to harm them. However sometimes you can fail to do what you must because you care too much to cause suffering.
Draco Malfoy | | 80% | Hermione Granger | | 80% | Severus Snape | | 80% | Albus Dumbledore | | 80% | Ron Weasley | | 75% | Harry Potter | | 70% | Remus Lupin | | 70% | Sirius Black | | 70% | Ginny Weasley | | 60% | Lord Voldemort | | 35% | </td>
Your Harry Potter Alter Ego Is...?
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| One weird dream |
[Tuesday
August 2nd,2005
10:57 pm] |
Ridofyounow: okay so those dreams. i am moving up north in tracy where nate lives and i just somehow move across the street from him. but we go up there to look at the house. so i just look around for 5 mins and than i go outside to play my guitar cuz im in this band and its famous. and like the guy that lives in the house comes out and listens to me and goes, wow, your good. and i tell him about the band that i have. and he was like wow, my friends exgirlfriend is in a famous band and he misses her. and I know that its me hes talking about. so i ask, is your friend nathan o'bar?
Ridofyounow: and he goes wow, how would you... shit! its really you!? and i go. unfortunately yes. so nate calls his friend on the phone and ask who i was. and the guy starts stuttering and i laugh and said give me the phone. so he handed it over. and i went, hello. may i ask who this is? and nate was like becky!? and i was like. no, its bob. he laughs and said ill be right there. and i hang up and go ohh bloody hell
sango54321: man, if i was there i'd be all like "run becky run! i'll hold em off!" lol
Ridofyounow: and than he comes and i just start playing my guitar again while he talks to his friend and my phone goes off. and i was like okay. WAIT! you guys are here? I thought... shit! okay. and i hang up and run inside to tell my mom i had band practice and asked john(thats the guys name) mom if it was okay with her if john came. and she said yeah. so nate and him come along. (to my unfortunate liking)
Ridofyounow: lol. yeah but theres more
Ridofyounow: so i am in the recording studio with my band and than my phone goes off again and i was like oh bloody hell. people need to stop calling. so i pick it up and its justin from j-walk asking for rachel and i laugh and said justin! its becky. let me get her. so he was like.. what?! and so i explained it to him. and than i told the band to take a break and handed rachel the phone and she went into the other room with the band. while i was in the recording part. and put on the intercom so i can hear
Ridofyounow: and nate is going on about how he misses me and all that stuff. and i just start up in a song and looks around and sees me and than i woke up half way through the song
Ridofyounow: and this is part of the song.
Ridofyounow: You say you want me back
That you never meant to do what you did
But now its my turn to say
Even though I have
Feelings for you
Doesn't mean I want you back
You broke my heart more than once
I'm not ready to have you
In my life again
Ridofyounow is me and my dream is it. the other one is jess and just adding things in. haha
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| bolah |
[Tuesday
August 2nd,2005
8:13 pm] |
You say you want me back
That you never meant to do what you did
But now its my turn to say
Even though I have
Feelings for you
Doesn't mean I want you back
You broke my heart more than once
I'm not ready to have you
In my life again
(song in process. I need more mind blowing attention to it.)
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| Sorry |
[Monday
August 1st,2005
8:54 pm] |
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Hey guys. Sorry about that last update. My brother just pissed me off and I wanted to prove something to him but I decided just to go irrate him into hell. And it worked. I blasted my computer with Harry Potter Two than I heard him go downstairs and than I waited and than went downstairs and than blast the TV so it was loud. He got mad! I was like go me! But than I got pissed again for some reason. That's it. Yeah, don't mess with me when I'm mad by the way.
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| Wonder |
[Monday
August 1st,2005
2:33 pm] |
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I always wonder why I always tried to kill myself in 8th and 9th and 10th grade. Well, I stopped for a bit and than now I am having those thoughts again. I am only always online cuz it's the only way to talk to some people. Cuz they don't like the phone. But now I know why. My brother just always calls me a bitch and its pretty much why I tried. I know rarely anyone cares so I just try to kill myself. I guess it's pretty stupid but oh well. I don't care. Well, I am probably not going to update in a while. I'll most likely be up in my room all the time now. I don't know doing what but I don't care. Like anyone cares so bye.
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[Monday
August 1st,2005
1:55 pm] |
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| Defragging |
[Sunday
July 31st,2005
10:49 am] |
I am basically defragging my brain. That boy needs to get out of my head. So I am basically working on it. I think a new image is in store for some people that know me well. *winks* I don't know. But I am really looking forward to all this and all this fun stuff. That's all I have to say for now..
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